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[Monday
June 20th, 2005 at 5:32pm] |
LAAAAA TORTURAAAAAA
Ay payita mía
Guárdate la poesía
Guárdate la alegría pa'ti
No pido que todos los días sean de sol
No pido que todos los viernes sean de fiesta
Tampoco te pido que vuelvas rogando perdón
Si lloras con los ojos secos
Y hablando de ella
Ay amor me duele tanto
Me duele tanto
Que te fueras sin decir a donde
Ay amor, fue una tortura perderte
Yo se que no he sido un santo
Pero lo puedo arreglar amor
No solo de pan vive el hombre
Y no de excusas vivo yo.
Solo de errores se aprende
Y hoy se que es tuyo mi corazón
Mejor te guardas todo eso
A otro perro con ese hueso
Y nos decimos adiós
No puedo pedir que el invierno perdone a un rosal
No puedo pedir a los olmos que entreguen peras
No puedo pedirle lo eterno a un simple mortal
Y andar arrojando a los cerdos miles de perlas
Ay amor me duele tanto
Me duele tanto
Que no creas más en mis promesas
Ay amor es una tortura perderte
Yo se que no he sido un santo
Pero lo puedo arreglar amor
No solo de pan vive el hombre
Y no de excusas vivo yo.
Solo de errores se aprende
Y hoy se que es tuyo mi corazón
Mejor te guardas todo eso
A otro perro con ese hueso
Y nos decimos adiós
No te bajes, no te bajes
Oye negrita mira, no te rajes
De lunes a viernes tienes mi amor
Déjame el sábado a mi que es mejor
Oye mi negra no me castigues más
Porque allá afuera sin ti no tengo paz
Yo solo soy un hombre arrepentido
Soy como el ave que vuelve a su nido
Yo se que no he sido un santo
y es que no estoy hecho de cartón
No solo de pan vive el hombre
Y no de excusas vivo yo.
Solo de errores se aprende
Y hoy se que es tuyo mi corazón
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[Sunday
June 19th, 2005 at 12:10am] |
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tonight was AWESOME
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[Friday
June 17th, 2005 at 8:04pm] |
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sucks for you, NASDAQ. i don't know what they're going to do without the u.s. market.
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[Friday
June 17th, 2005 at 6:41pm] |
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I wish I could see or be in a solo dance like this one:
( maybe someday )
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[Thursday
June 16th, 2005 at 1:38am] |
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So ... I've been thinking a lot lately, and trying to work on myself. I truly think I've finally let go of any bad feelings for anyone I've had them for this year. And believe me, it's been a whooole lot of people. I've been a bitch, and I apologize for it. This year has been one of growth for me, and I'm finally realizing that I don't have the energy or time to spend associating with people/things that cause me discomfort. Hopefully this summer will involve a lot more growing and enlightenment.
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[Wednesday
June 15th, 2005 at 9:57pm] |
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i love thinking about/dicussing different religions. it makes me feel like my heart is growing.
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[Tuesday
June 14th, 2005 at 10:38pm] |
The first real day of summer has been alright--haven't done anything too special yet. I started my day by waking up really late, and getting online right after. I talked to a few people, and then got bored ... so yeah. I would've gone to school to take a rationals test for Ms. Trombetta, but since I could honestly care less about grades now, and I didn't bother showing up. It was only worth 8 points, anyway. Screw that. I ended up going back to school a few hours later to drop off Ms. Mangravitti's book. Le Petit Prince--go read it now, in english, whatever. It's deeply philosophical, and it'll teach you a lot about human desires. It's very interesting how childrens' books teach us the most.
I made a to-do list earlier, and didn't realize how much it actually helps. I accomplished so many more tasks after I'd written everything I needed to do out--it's surprising. I gave Lucky a bath and everything. It was sweet.
Went to work later ... it was boring. BUT--shady, gizzo, natalie, jordi, and judy all came at different times so it was cool seeing them. My mom still wants me to go work at the library, but I'm like ... no ... I adore Harry's! Everyone there is so much fun. And listening to Brandon rap ... makes your LIFE.
I <3 Katie Holmes. She's adorable and I lurve her! --->RANDOMMMMM
So anyway ... I don't really have much else to say. I feel like everything's happening really, really fast. A little too fast. I got my permit booklet today. So I have to read over that a few times before I take the test. But meh ... that's not what I was trying to get at. I'm trying to say that I feel like everyone knows what's going on, and where they are spiritually. I don't even know what I'm doing tomorrow, except for baking myself as brown as a baked potato with Kelly, but that's it ... And I'm still joking around! LUBI SHUT UP. URGH. I kind of feel like life left me out for a little while. That sounds terribly emo and I hate emo things, but I don't know how else to put it. I'm going to stop talking about that. Except I'll mention one more thing similar to it. It seems as if my parents think I'm a complete adult now --- that I barely need them. That's so untrue. They're my backbone. I want to call out to them and be like I STILL NEED YOU AND LOVE YOU AND WANT YOU TO LOVE ME LIKE YOU DID WHEN I WAS FIVE, except for I know I can't say that. They'll just laugh at me and think I'm being immature. Which I am, because I don't need them for every little thing anymore, but it wouldn't hurt if they acted more parental ... I don't want them to be my FRIENDS. I have friends. I need PARENTS. Maybe they're just evolving. We all are; I'm just the complainer who's trying to hold back. It's not working, though. It'll come out all weird. I know it will. And who knows, maybe it'll all end up being bueno in the end, but I'm not so sure.
That was long-ish? Right?
IT'LL ALL BE BUENO. I PROMISE! not.
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[Tuesday
June 14th, 2005 at 10:38am] |
Virgo
August 23 - September 21
You may think that we are all a little bit too isolated, dear Virgo. You would like for good, old-fashioned community spirit to once again become part of our lives. You are the one to take the initiatives to make this dream a reality, either in your professional or private life. The possibilities are many. And you can count on some support. There are others who feel as you do.
How crazy is THAT? Because I have been whining about everyone being too independent foreeeever!
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[Sunday
June 12th, 2005 at 10:04pm] |
Getting older really sucks. You realize your parents aren't perfect. I love them both more than I show it, but they're just ... I dunno. My dad quit smoking. I'm very proud of him, but it changed him. He's always with his friends, and he pays a lot less attention to me. My mom still pays a lot of attention to me, and I'm starting to feel more comfortable around her. I don't really want to, though, because then she starts to share all of her problems with me. I mean ... I really want her to have someone to confide in, but I wish it could be my dad because I realize I really liked being ignorant and blind to all of the issues that come up in people'slives.
The good news is that my dad is still and will always be my knight in shining armor. I know he'll do anything for me. I can talk to my mother more easily now I guess...I contradicted myself a bit there, but oh well.
And I keep wanting to burst into tears because we're all growing up and becoming more independent. And all of us are drifting. I don't want to drift from my parents and my friends.
Can't we rewind to age six?
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[Sunday
June 12th, 2005 at 10:01pm] |
Summertime,
And the livin' is easy
Fish are jumpin'
And the cotton is high
Your daddy's rich
And your mamma's good lookin'
So hush little baby
Don't you cry
One of these mornings
You're going to rise up singing
Then you'll spread your wings
And you'll take to the sky
But till that morning
There's a'nothing can harm you
With daddy and mamma standing by
Summertime,
And the livin' is easy
Fish are jumpin'
And the cotton is high
Your daddy's rich
And your mamma's good lookin'
So hush little baby
Don't you cry
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[Sunday
June 12th, 2005 at 5:45pm] |
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btw, JOEY IS AWESOME AND HE HAS SEXY HAIR!
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[Sunday
June 12th, 2005 at 5:28pm] |
Okay--I haven't surfed since last summer and I miss it like crazy....sooo who wants to take a roadtrip to key west where they've got pretty good waves after august 6th, because that's when the ocean turns over?!
the ocean turns over? what on earth are you talking about, lubi?
well, you see. on august 6th, there's a shift from the first half of the year; the 'cold half,' and second half of the year; the 'warm half.' that's because the water does not warm up until after augsut 6th. it spend the first part of the year warming up, and then stays warm from august 6th and on. that's why they have all major surf competitions in the late fall and early winter because that's when the water's most warm in the tropics, believe it or not. it's actually it's coldest at the beginning of summer.
what does turning over mean, though?
because the shift occurs deep in the earth's water trenches, there's sort of an earthquake really deep under the water, which you can't feel. the most that can happen is really a thunderstorm or minor hurricaine. but nothing life threating. so anyway, all of the seaweed, crabs, shells, etc from the bottom of the ocean emerge on top, which is also why there's an abundance of jellyfish in the later seasons.
and the whole point of that was .... the surf is better after august 6th. and once you surf your first big one you'll feel like one cool monkey so let's go!
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[Sunday
June 12th, 2005 at 4:50pm] |
So this weekend's been funnnn.
After finals on friday, I went to go look for a pool to sign up at, and shopping. And then on saturday, went to a concert with kelly, kat, n anj. We ended up sleeping over at Anj's afterwards. And then today was Candace's grad party!!!
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[Friday
June 10th, 2005 at 11:30pm] |
this is the first time i've ever felt a real connection to my mother
we had a fight earlier, and she came into my room about an our or so later, sat down on my bed, and said with tears in her eyes:
"you are my child. you are my skin, my hair, my eyes, my emotions, my life. i love you so much. please know that."
i couldn't type that without crying--i feel so bad for always saying i don't like the way she treats me because i really do love her
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[Monday
June 6th, 2005 at 9:02pm] |
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
<3 R.Frost, you make my life!
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[Sunday
June 5th, 2005 at 10:07am] |
What a great day yesterday was <3<3<3
First, I woke up around 11 P.M. and made plans with Anjali. Kelly had to work later so it sucked that she couldn't come. :( But Anjali, Turner, and I went to see the Lords of Dogtown! It was freaking amazing! Surf/skate culture exactly how it should be. Then we went to my dance recital. It was cool because I liked knowing that I had support out in the audience because my parents could only come on friday, but not saturday. So the recital went really well; and Anjali got to see the hottness of Caesar Rubio & Kyle Franklin. ooooh how I love male dancers. :) And they're not gay, either, which is surprising.
Then my mom took the three of us to Starbucks ... which was quite weird because she was in way too good of a mood--and so was my dad, which Anj pointed out. They're never that happy ... hmm. Maybe they were drunk! We dropped Turner off and then came back to my house and Anjali slept over and it was fun fun fun. I made her a tampon necklace. :) I'm so happy she and Turner came. I love them together!
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[Friday
June 3rd, 2005 at 3:32pm] |
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Uuuuh ..... so I have two dance recitals this weekend.
Come if you can! You get to see me make a fool of myself in a completely ridiculous costume!
Friday at 7:30 P.M. at High Point High School, and
Saturday at 4:00 P.M. again at High Point.
Tickets are .... i dunno. Madre and Padre got them for like 10 dolla? yes? 10 dolla?
SDS REPRESENT
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[Friday
June 3rd, 2005 at 3:28pm] |
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How awesome is this???
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